1:10 am 08/07/16
I’ve been crying over the fact he left me again every night this week, my eyes start sting, my heart starts to hurt. I don’t know why it’s him, I really don’t. I’m in love with everything he is and will be, I wish I could call him mine. He leaves me when I’m falling most, and when he does it leaves my heart torn apart, it hurts for so long. I’m in love with him, I really am. I’m so lonely, so lonely. I’ve captioned myself “little miss never good enough”, considering that that’s what happens, leave, Coz I’m not good enough for them idk. I hate myself, I hate everything about myself, I hate the way I laugh, the way I talk, what I say, how I look, how I walk, my hair, my face, my eyes, everything. I have nothing. I have no one. I cannot sleep bc this is keeping me up, I’m drifting off, I hope forever, but I’ll wake up tomorrow, sadly :(.
"Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars."
— Nico Lang (via etherealvistas)
(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via asubssoul2013)
"How to kill someone;
Hold their hand and then never touch their skin again,
See them nearly everyday and pretend they don’t exist,
Act like everything you ever said to them was a lie."
— (via bl-ossomed)
(Source: iclungtoy0u, via nakedly)
"At 16 or even 21, nobody is worth stressing over. Like move on, leave people behind. Go find yourself, the world is yours. Life goes on."
— http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)
"He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."
— (via a-quiet-old-soul)
(via helpfvl)
"I love people who are open-minded. People who just vibe with whatever you talk about. You can talk about anything and everything."
— http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)
"- Buy lace underwear and model it around at home. You’re a goddess, own it.
- Realize the fact that if somebody can’t see your virtues doesn’t it mean you don’t have them.
- Pamper yourself. Fill the bathtub with hot water, throw in a bath bomb, jump in, play some music and enjoy. Exfoliate your skin, wash your hair, use a hair mask. Don’t dare to leave the bathroom till you’ve polished every single inch of your body. Try to polish your soul too.
- Remember situations you faced in the past. Realize they’re not a big deal anymore. That bad anxiety you had two months ago suddenly seem so small you might just want to laugh for being so silly, and now it’s over all those tears you cried are the most pointless thing ever. This will happen over and over again, so next time you face a problem remember in a year from now it will be insignificant.
- Go for a walk on your own. Walk aimlessly without a finish line. Come back home when you’re tired, no need to hurry.
- Doodle. Maybe you think you’re doing not so great at living but your watercolors skills are still on point.
- Buy yourself flowers. This one needs no explanation.
- Clean bed sheets are always a good idea.
- Stare at yourself in a mirror after a long nap and admire how glowing, beautiful and dreamy your face looks. Naps work wonders.
- In fact, stare at yourself on a mirror daily. Each time compliment on something. Maybe today you like your hair but don’t enjoy the shape of your lips, but that’s ok because tomorrow you’ll be delighted at how cute your smile is even tho your hair might be a mess. Learn to love you.
- Bake cookies just to eat with your fingers the remaining cookie dough. Everybody knows that’s the best part of baking.
- Forgive yourself."
— Tips for people who feel lost (via saltaconmigo)
(via poetic)
